Friday 26 July 2019

No stone left unturned

Since the birth of her baby she knew in her heart she would never be able to love him that much. She had hated her father who use to beat her a lot. She hated her brother who tried to rape him a few times. She hated her husband who cheated, drank a lot and finally died leaving her pregnant and love. She had wished for and desired deeply to have a daughter but she had been given a son by the gods.

While observing the child in her hands she found him looking so cute, the only thought her mind went to was that he would make such a pretty girl. Then she began to contemplate the option of having a daughter rather than a son. If she can ignore the fact that he is a boy, she can just treat him like a girl and do everything she would have done had she birthed a girl. She decided then that she would go to any lengths to hide the real gender of my child and make sure the world treats him like any other girl.

She did a lot of research of how to do the things needed to achieve the big dream of my life. It all began from the day she bought the first toys and clothes for the new kid. They were all girl's toys and dresses to make sure people thought it was a girl who was playing with them, so they would talk and treat him like that. The real truth was just hiding behind the nappy.

As he grew she began the stick and carrot approach, she used to treat him nicely and give him rewards if did girlish things or acted the feminine way, and if did anything remotely masculine she would talk loudly and punish him. Soon acting the ultra feminine way was the only way he would act and her training seemed to be working very well. As he grew a bit older and started to speak, he sometimes seemed to want to be a boy but she told him it would be very improper for a girl to act like a boy and then make him do some feminine task like play with his doll or style his hair.

The step that made sure there was no going back for him and she would rest easy, happened when he was nearly 7 years old. She had finally been able to get a doctor to agree and it seemed the right age to do it without much risk. A simple operation of orchiectomy made sure he would no longer grow as a silly boy. His unisex features till that age only had one direction left to take. He may be a simple looking girl by the age of 10, but the hormones that she began to give him made sure that soon he was blossoming into a very beautiful girl. His body took to them very well as his features began to modify to feminize his body in a way that many girls in his class began to question the age of their own puberty. A smoother skin, longer hair, nicely developing breasts and a feminine figure seemed to be just the tip of the iceberg.

Of course by the age of 13, he began to get attracted to girl but she was ready for this talk. She told him how at this age the child is always confused and there are lot of girls that are attracted to other girls. Sometimes the frustration was a bit much so she took him to a psychologist who told him that although it was natural for girls to be attracted to only boys but there are few girls who are attracted to other girls and if that is the case he should be finding a ways to attract other girls. He was the same doctor who had performed the operation and he advised my son to act more feminine and see whether other boys or girls were attracted to him and then decide who he wanted to date.

It was the time to really enjoy having a daughter for her. She began teaching him about the makeup, how to dress well and how to behave like a lady. She would go out shopping with him and buy feminine clothes and jewellery. She never let him buy a jeans but did not say no to a short tight skirt. She would not buy him a t-shirt but got him frilly tops or spaghetti tops or halter tops. She also took him to get his ears pierced and also got his nose pierced.

Soon he tried to date a few girls and boys. she did not approve of the boys he dated, as she still hated their gender. So she approved all the girls he liked and he began to become more girly as he took the more submissive role even among the other girls. When she found that he had began kissing other girls, she decided it was high time to get the operation done before it began to complicate his life. So at the age of 16 he underwent a SRS surgery to completely change his body into that of a girl. She told him that he had been born with a deformity that needed to be removed. Luckily with the lack of growth hormones the thing had become nothing more than a deformed hanging object.

By 18 he had turned into a beautiful and pretty young lady. She really loved the decision to have a daughter rather than a son every time she looked at her. She thinks people should always have a daughter no matter if they give birth to a son or a daughter. She is a really happy to see the girl although he turned to be a conservative girl. But this is age she can finally let him be a modern girl and enjoy the freedom of being a free girl. She has sent him to a college in a different city and this is last photo she took of him before letting this beautiful butterfly fly away in the world. She plans to come visit him every other month, every other week or even every other day as she is going to miss her daughter a lot.